I'm sorry this ever happened to us. I'm sorry we messed up. I'm sorry we didn't work it out. I'm sorry this ended so fast. I'm sorry all the memories faded. I'm sorry for not staying strong. I'm sorry for not giving my all. I'm sorry we split up. I'm sorry you left. But now that we're through and you moved on, Why do I have to say sorry ? _Dedication to him ..
October 03, 2009 _MTHS homecoming I Want To Know What Love Is.MP3<3 October 14, 2009 @ 3:23 PM : (3:22) "Do you like me enough to love me ?" : (3:23)"I love you enough to ask you this : would you go out wit me ?" : (3:23) "Yes"(:
Hay loves. How have you been ? Lols. Well, I FINALLY have time to update my blogspot since it's Friday and I don't really have homework. I had times that I get to go on the computer but I don't really have much time to update so now I get to. Let's see, finally starting second term this week. So far, high school is getting better for me. Let's just say October 14, 2009 @ 3:23 PM was one of my best days. I'm taken though ;D Teehee. His name is Nhia and he's a sophmore. Yes, a sophmore lols. We have second period algebra together and luckily we have it the whole year so it's all good. I helluh love that class though ! Whenever my day is bad at the beginning, my day turns better aftah second period. Well, im starting to get over him. It's a good thing. But he pops up on my mind every now and then cause people start mentioning him which is ghey. Anyways, I did a lot of stuff these past few weeks since I haven't been blogging but its to long to type xD Let's just say a lot can happen in 1 week lols. So, im starting to be a good girl for my parents but they just keep bringing me down every time. It hurts so much when your parents say the negatives about you even though they MIGHT be kidding. All the shit im hearing is fck'n b/s. I'm stressing at home when im supposed to be only stressing wit school and whatnot. But I guess school is the only place that calms me down. I like being away from home at times so I won't have to deal wit all this b/s. But I have to go home so I have to deal wit it. My heart has been going wild nowadays because I hyperventilate a lot =/ Ghey .. Hm .. What else to say .. OH, today was the best day too:) In second period, we had a party to celebrate surviving the first terms lols. We just did the warm up and started watching Transformers and eat food. I brought pancit canton and everyone loved it ;D So, BFFAAE, Sonia, Elizabeth, Nhia&I sat in the back. Nhia was like flirting wit me xD Lols. Then aftah school, he walked me home and we gave each other the longest hug we ever gave each other. Yes, im happy:) Teehee. P.E. is torture ! I swear D: My thighs still hurt like fck. I like 8th grade p.e. better ! The stairs are torture but the track seems easier to run because I guess its rubber and whatnot. I run alone cause Monique runs slow xD So aftah p.e. during lunch, I kept getting compliments because I put my hair up on the side lols. I never put my hair up at school but now I do because of p.e. My classes are okay so far. Trying to still get good grades to make me&my parents happy. Hm .. Am I missing anything else ? OH, NERD LOST THE BET& I WON >:D Hehehe ! I have to make her do something for me xD But im still thinking because I want her to do something embarrassing xD Nerd, I know I said I don't want to make it hard for you but .. Never mind, I changed my mind:) Lols. So, Ate&I's 2 years is on Monday. YAY ! Pamangkin's&I's 1 year is on Sunday ;D I hope Nhia&I last. I have a feeling it will though. We are progressing each day so its all good. He's faithful though:) He doesn't hug girls as much as last time xD &we have our late night conversations before sleeping. Teehee. So, I go to Fairfield on the weekends to visit my cousins and whatnot. It's fun going there though lols. Because I haven't seen them in a while so I get to update wit them. When im there, I usually babysit but its okay, I have fun doing it:) Well, I'll try to update on Fridays when I have time. &I'll post up the new picture on my 'Rawr' blog lols. I guess thas all for now. If I missed something, I'll come back and re-update. Stay Focused&Be Positive Kids mmkays ?
So, as you should ALL know. Im grounded. I’ll tell you why. But before that, this means I won’t be blogging as much. Right now, imma just blog wit Microsoft word and copy it later to my blog when I get internet back. SO, let’s start off shall we ? So I left off before going to CFF class. When I was walking to class, I saw Cristyln. It was so random O_O Her&me had drama in 7th grade but now its cool I guess. Trying to forget about the past and move on. She said she is signing up for CFF class to. She isn’t going to be in my class because my class is 7th&8th grade. Even though im in 9th grade, I had to go down a grade since I didn’t attend 7th&8th grade year. ANYWAYS, when class started, all of us noticed our teacher wasn’t here when class started [8:45]. We were all like “whoops, she’s late, she gets the after class detention” lmfao xD It was funny. So our T.A. taught the class. She was better than our teacher(x We got to talk and whatnot. So Christian [Ate’s friend] was talking to Jessica, Celine and me. It was cool. We only had to do 1 assignment lols. We didn’t even have to take a test :D We usually take tests after class before leaving but w/e ;D Lols. All of us had to write our names on a paper so our teacher knew we were at class that day. &the best part, we got out of class 10 mins early lmao. After class, Shawn&I talked(x I get to see him&Shantelle every Saturday now:) While waiting for our rides, Jessica&I decided to go on the swings and be lito kid’s lols. It was cool:) I haven’t been on a swing since I last kicked it at the park. So when my daddy&kuya came to pick me up, we went home. Then when I got home, I ate brunch since I skipped breakfast before I left this morning cause I thought I would be late but I was early >.<>.< hour="9" minute="35">9:35 or something like that. I felt helluh bad. I didn’t even notice the time cause I was having so much fun ! When I got in the car, my parents were yelling at me of course&whatnot. When we got home, my mommy talked to me before I slept. She gave me “the talk”. &that’s the story of how I got grounded. When she was talking to me, I was helluh thinking about NewFriend&him. My phone died at the dance so it explains everything. When I put my phone in the charger and it turned on, I got like 10 text messages. I was like DAMN xD Then I fell asleep. I was helluh tired though ! Because it was a fun night to remember:) Well, the homecoming part that is<3 hour="11" minute="0">11 o’clock mass so I woke up early for nothing xD Lols. I got to tell her everything. Nerd got mad cause I danced wit NewFriend xD She still wants me wit him. So then it was like 10 something and Ate&Nerd picked me up for church. When we got to church, we were looking for people we knew xD We didn’t see Christian so we thought he is going to the 12 o’clock mass. We saw FOB though and other people from my class. The mass lecture was very weird cause it was kinda related to me O_O Ate was like “it’s a sign !” xD After church, they dropped me off home. When I got home, I ate, did my homework and then slept since I had no internet and I was still tired. I woke up and my lito brother was awake so I had to baby-sit him since my parents were gone looking for houses. They came home like 10 mins after my lito brother woke up. When they came home, he toke a bath and we ate dinner. After dinner, I toke a shower and got my things ready for school the next day. So overall, my weekend was very tiring and hectic. But even though I got in trouble, homecoming was worth it<3
Yes, its true. Im grounded. My hardest punishments are here. No internet, house phone, outside privileges. Nada. All I can do wit my cell phone is to call for emergency's and text. If you need me, TEXT IT. I wonder if my phone is going to be taken away .. Maybe .. Don't know. But I guess this is my last blog till I earn my parents trust back. My mommy gave me the talk and I guess she's right, time to grow up and face the consequences. Imma blog if I get internet privileges anytime. My parents said I have to start sharing computer's wit my kuya since we are moving to an apartment I believe ? Or something. But knowing my kuya, I wont have time to go on myspace, aim [maybe], blogspot, etc. All those things I usually do. So I guess this is a farewell to all my followers .. For now..
Spirit week(: Lols. BFFAAE, Pamangkin&I only dressed for 2 occasions; 'Beauty&The Best' and 'Stranded on a Island'. Corny names huh ? Yeah, our schools WOW xD My classes are getting better. 2 more weeks till 2nd term. This term went by fast though. Im getting my grades up to A's and hopefully will stay after the finals. If not, B's are okay. Trying to focus on school work before anything else. So this week, a lot happened for me. Lets just say Nerd MIGHT win. But .. The bet is turning. Im trying to not have feelings for NewFriend. Everyone was like 'if you go out wit him, imma be mad at you. you and Josh look good together !' LOls. Thas true though, Josh&I look like a good match. But then again, there is progression going on but I dont know if we go back out together .. IM SO SORRY BFFAAE ! My fellow readers, you dont need to know why(: But then again .. IMSORRYBFFAAEIMSORRYBFFAAEIMSORRYBFFAAEIMSORRYBFFAAEIMSORRYBFFAAE!Im truly sorry, I dont want to ruin our friendship just cause of this stupid thing =/ Besides that .. Friday was the best day ever ;D We had a rally schedule so our classes were an hour and 18 mins. NewFriend asked me to the homecoming dance today. I said yes:) He's nice though. He begged me this whole week xD We had a bet though. He had to be quiet in second period on Thursday and yesterday. He was but yesterday, he was kinda loud xD When it was quiet on Thursday, my teacher was happy and everyone else too(x So everyone wins ;D LOls ! Back to talking about yesterday ; Kido paid for my dance ticket cause I couldn't find Fa and it was almost time to go to 4th period. Imma pay him back on Monday though(: Tanks Kido ! I thought I was going to be late but I wasn't. THEN in 5th period AVID, we were going to have our vocabulary quiz and Carla&I didn't study BUT THEN our teacher said we are going to have it on Monday cause it was our teacher's birthday on Wednesday. We were saved xD So instead, we played a game. BFFAAE, Sonia, Monique&I were called the Mexasians ;D LMFAO ! We had 14 points. Sonia : "OMG, 14 !" Me : "What a coincidence ;D" LMAO. So after school like at 2:09, school ended and we could attend the rally if we want to and BFFAAE&I went wit NewFriend:) His friends kept shoving him on me xD Such losers LOls. The rally sucked though. After the rally, BFFAAE, NewFriend&I kicked it. So we decided to go see the break dance club. It was fun ! BFFAAE&I were just watching and recorded ;D The video link is on 'break dance club'. LOls. After the break dance club, NewFriend was supposed to give BFFAAE&I a ride but he couldn't. Its okay though, we wanted to walk to my house(x Lols. When BFFAAE&I were walking to my house, we were acting retarted at times but it was funny ;D Lmao. When we went to my house, we went on the computer, ate snacks, talked, etc. Then she had to go ): She's not even going to homecoming D; Imma miss her ! So when she left, thas when I edited the video. Then at like 9 ish, NewFriend wanted me to call him so I did xD We were on the phone for 1 hour and 5 mins cause my daddy had to use the phone xD But I called him back to say gnight lols. Well, imma go to CFF soon. So imma blog part 2 tomorrow. Well, thas all for now:) Stay Focused&Be Positive Kids mmkays ?
