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Date : August 9, 2010

Confession ? Just blogging.

I may seem like "the innocent lito girl" when we first meet or when you see me. But once you get to know the real me, you will surely be surprised. You would expect me to be the typical Asian kid who gets straight A's, never gets in trouble, would never smoke, drink, always obeys their parents, rich, and overall a good background. Well, that all, isn't true. I confess, I don't get straight A's. I get the typical B's and occasional C's but I strive my hardest to get A's to make my parents happy and also for myself. I don't get in trouble wit them "hard core" shit but I do get in trouble. No, I don't smoke but I do drink. Its not an everyday thing but its a thing that I do when I want to. But I mainly do it when my Kuya offers. Hm, obeying my parents ? Yeah, I do but when they get on my nerves, its like asdfghjkl; -_- Rich ? Aha, thas funny. Since I was lito, we were never rich. We were like middle class; not that poor and not that rich. It still is. I don't really expect much from my parents so I get what I get and I don't complain no matter how horrible it is. I mean, I do but not to the point I get lectured at. My background. Hm, what to say .. It was not what you could imagine. I didn't always get what I wanted. I lived wit what I had. Everyday was the same routine when I was lito and it still is. Kind of. I got into situations that you wouldn't even imagine me being into. I lived in the 415, 650, 510, 707 and now the 916. I moved a bunch of times. It wasn't because of how the house looked it, it was mainly the cost. My family and I aren't those "typical families" that are ohso well wit each other. We have the occasional fights but still love each other unconditionally. I'm not that close to any of my family members actually. I only talk to my brother about certain things but not everything. I don't tell my parents everything that goes on in my life because I know what they would think. I would want to be close to my mommy but its difficult. Its funny how im closer to my Tita and my Cawsin instead of my own parents. I'm pretty decent, chill, understanding, caring and helpful but never really 'happy'. I would always put on that 'fake smile' to make people think I am when im not. I don't like showing that im sad, depressed or even upset because I don't want them thinking much about me. I always put my friends and family first before myself. Whatever situation im in, I always think to myself "stay strong because everything will be alright after." I learn from the best. I have the best Inspirations ever. And I am thankful to have them in my life. Been in and out of love but still hoping. I have problems but I don't go around bugging people about them. There is nothing to be said. I only tell my problems to my mains if needed. Which is not very often. Well, I guess thas all. Let's be friends, yeah ?:) Lols. Stay Focused and Be Positive Kids mmkays ?:)