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Date : July 2, 2010

A Heart That Wouldn't Quit.

The feeling of not ready to be let go is the most difficult feeling to acknowledge. Just knowing that the person you were attached to is slipping away from you. But when you know that your really in love, you wouldn't give up on them. You would fight until you are finally settled wit what you started. Just knowing that the other still has the same feelings for you and you have the same should lead up to the greatest. Even though things go down hill, you bring it back up together because if the relationship is worth it, then everything's good. Striving for what you believe in says it all. If you say things will work out, then don't just say it, do something about it. If it really is something worth hanging onto don't ever let go. If your willing to hold onto something for this long that means that your meant to be. And if not, you can always say "I never gave up." Seeing your loved one walk away breaks your heart. But if your other loves you enough, they would come back to you in a heart beat. Even in the smallest situations, you guys will still work things out just to be together. These types of relationships that are worth every single penny are the most memorable and happiest ever. Through the thick and thin, nothing can get in the way of your guys' love for one another. Don't give up on love. If you get your heart broken, your learning to what is to come. You get hurt but get back up and try again.Striving for the better is what you can do. Picking up the pieces to a broken heart can hurt but that's part of life. You can forgive, but never forget. A heart always has hope. Never think that you'll never have another opportunity again.

66

Date : July 1, 2010

"I Love You."

Those words. They are the most sweetest words you can ever hear from someone. Family, friends, partner. You mostly hear those words from couples that are in love. But it can also be the most abused word. Some take it for granted. Others, take it to heart. Just hearing someone say "I Love You" makes you smile and you get the happy feeling in your heart. Most young couples say it but don't really realize what it truly means. When you hear those words, the first thoughts are "i love you too". Love is such a wonderful thing. You get that warm feeling in your heart that just feels like sparks. Some may get other feelings too. Those words are the most memorable words. Love. The most sweetest, cherished, heart-warming feeling. Saying those words to someone has to have a meaning to them. When we're really in love we tend to think deeper on the meaning of it and that significant other. At first, when you say it to a person, you don't know what they might say back and your nervous on how they will react. In relationships, some tend to just forget about thinking deep on the meaning and just say "i love you too" so the other person is happy. That shouldn't be the case. If you say it without meaning, don't care to say it at all."I Love You" comes in different meanings. One may be for comfort, second may be for just saying "i care about you" which may not be the appropriate word in this case and third may be sexual passion. Experiencing the words coming out of someone else' mouth is such a big deal. Because love, its a intense feeling. An affection for others. But only you can really express what you feel about it. Emotions, ethics and joy are the key elements of love. "Love means pleasure" but please, don't take it for granted. "I love you" is the most common phrase so far. But is has also been overused. Finally,

There is so absolute meaning of love.

65

Date : June 30, 2010

Definition of love=INDESCRIBABLE.

Its a feeling. A great sensation shared by two people. Everyone wants to know what “love” is. There are many ways to express love or even put in words. There is no wrong in loving someone. You are not too young or too old to love. Everyone can do it. May it be to your family, a friend or even to your significant other. People share it everyday. Seeing couples share their love for each other is what you call beauty. Sitting around waiting for his/her call, always happy to see him/her, wit every chance you get wit him/her you make it the best, late night talks, just mentioning his/her name makes you smile, seeing his/her name makes you smile. Even the smallest things from them makes you go wild. The feeling you can’t sleep but think about that person. You would do anything for that person. Your heart racing when your wit that person. All your focus on that person. That special someone. That. That is when you know your in love. Like and Love are two different things. Like is a kind feeling. Or even a friendly feeling. On the other hand; Love is a profoundly tender, a need, passionate affection. We could feel love. Also its the greatest feeling you can ever get. It makes people happy. Knowing that their in love just gives them a good feeling inside and out. Many people nowadays abuse the word. Some, take it to heart. Saying that your in love may or may not be true. You never know until you actually experience it. Some wish upon a star and hope they find true love. Sooner or later, we’ll find that right person. The person who really is meant to be in your life forever. For us kids, we may not be in love but we tend to say so. But later on, we’ll finally experience being in love. We’ll finally experience that happy feeling inside that adults do. In conclusion,

Love is a friendship set on fire.

BestFriend:)

Date : June 30, 2010

Happy Birthday BestFriend ! Miss you and lahv yous:) See you at Sheldon soon ! Hope to kick it wit you too. Have a great day today.

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Date : May 27, 2010

Heeeey, I haven't blogged in a while so imma try to update. R.I.P. Mama , miss you dearly): Always praying for you. Summer break begins ! Passed freshman year strong liked I hoped:) Babe and I are still strong as well, 7months in the making. About to go to frisco soon and kick it wit my st.charles besties. Found my old uniform(x Lols. Birthday passed ; I got an iPhone ;D Lols. I finally got to watch Paano Na Kaya and I have the movie plus the poster :D F.A.S. is still together but kinda slipping apart =/ Hopefully summer will make things better. Trynna find a summer job to get money. Sad part is, im still a minor D; I want to work at frisco but I would need my own place which I don't have. Cawsin and I already settled on our new haircut and hopefully things work out lols. Gonna look for asian but cute as well, teehee:) Weather here in Sacramento is bipolar as fck -_- Kinna missin' the hot ass weather in this time of the year. Still kinna stressin' wit those family drama shit. But pullin' myself together everyday as always. Well, I guess thas all ? Oh yeah. IMMA SOPHMORE ;D Kbye !

Pwuahaha.

Passed 4th term strong wit 2 A's, 1 B and 1 C :D Im so proud of myself ! Omg, this made my day lols.

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Date : May 2, 2010

WHOAH, it's been a while since I blogged. Whas good ?

Saawp ? Typical Sunday much. Boring but chill ? Well, too many things went on the last time I blogged. So, its 4th term and I think 4 weeks left till school's ovah ? AND SUMMER STARTS ;D I already have plans so its all good:) FAS is still awesome as always. Kickin' it once in a while but cherishing those moments. Babe&I are getting stronger every day. 7months this month:) Helluh plans for this week D: Pamangkin's birthday on Wednesday, Confirmation practice Thursday, Confirmation on Friday and Sonia's Quince on Saturday. Well, at least all of these events will keep me occupied right ? Lols. OH, mommy went to the Philippines last night. Imma miss her): She's gonna be there for 2 weeks so she's coming back May 13th. I get to sleep in my parents room nows xD Lmao. Because dad is sleeping in Sebastian's room just in case. So I have rights to the computer now :D Lols. Now im taking advantage before mommy comes back xD Ugh, school tomorrow -__- I have to get my grades up before school year ends. AND I have to find my freakin' school books still -__- I'm pissed. All im thinking about is the parties imma attend to and SUMMER BREAK :D Lols. Also, imma be working this summer at Kohls for money because I need money obviously. I finished 5 books so far this school year xD I sound like a nerd but hey, its all Nicolas Sparks books ;D Lols. I still needah find another book -__- OMG, so like I was shopping wit mommy on Friday since we didn't have school and guess who I saw ? HIM. I was like WTF. I helluh pointed him out to mommy xD I was shocked kind of-ish ? He was wit the Mexican bitch so that wasn't a surprise. He ruined my day. But then I bought clothes and started forgetting about him so it was okay. OH, I bought my dress for Sonia's quince like last week ? When I went to Fairfield xD Lols. Its pretty:) Mommy bought it for me too(x Lols. And then she bought me shoes to go wit it since mommy, tita achie, tita ada, and mama didn't think I should wear my white flats since "it didn't go wit it". Khaila and I were just laughing when they told me xD Lols. But yeah, I can't wait starting Thursday:) Sadly, Shawn and Pamangkin can't come to my Confirmation because Shawn has his prom and Pamangkin has her Data graduation): Oh well, hope they have fun. Imma take lots of pictures for Pamangkin as well(x Lols. I don't know why but I wanna go party nows xD Lmfao. Helluh random but yeah. I don't know, im just weird ;D Kuya finally got his car last month. Its blue but nice I guess ? Lmao. So he drives me places nows xD I can't wait till July or so :D I get to get my highlights when mommy's friend comes back from the Philippines so YAY :D Lmao. Dirty blond ;D Babe thinks it looks cute when girls have highlights so I was like okay ? Aha, I wanted to get highlights even before he told me that xD 21 days till my birthday:) Teehee. I don't wanna be conceited like my boyfriend so I don't really talk about how my birthday is coming up xD Lols. I'm so bored right now. Might take a shower soon. So, I watched Dear John Friday night and I cried because it was sad D: I WAS gonna watch it wit Babe but he couldn't come over and I couldn't go to the movies wit him, his sister and her boyfriend sadly. But hope he had fun:) *AHEM*FAITHFUL*AHEM*:) Lols. Did I mention he has a phone now ? Lols. He got it like 3 days after his birthday I think ? Lols. But yeah, we get to text, at times now. His phone is nice though, a touch screen too D: I'm jealous xD Lols. I hope my mommy buys me a new phone in the Philippines xD Lols. AND Ate got her phone back like 3 days after her birthday too so thas good lols. I use Tumblr now so I don't really go on Blogspot as much anymore(x Check out my tumblr though. Well, the FAS tumblr ;D I'm so tired of typing now xD Imma go watch tv now :D Ttyl:)