They Made My Day:)

Ateeee - 9:16pm : aha of course she does! my adinggg's got steeeeeze. ahaa


_I Love Her Eternally Forever<3













SOB - 10:13pm : ADD people are losers

_Cause I asked him to say that(: He even posted it up on his status ! Damn my SOB's cool(x

20

August 21, 2009

Friday ; I can't belive I lasted.

Dang, I lasted this whole week of school xD At first it was slow but now, its Friday, I think it went by pretty quickly don't you think ? Well, just thinking about school and whatnot in school keeps me occupied without those other things I mainly think about. Being occupied is better than doing nothing so I guess going back to school is good. I have to focus a lot on school for now to keep my grades up the rest of the year. Im looking forward to learning a lot more and making new friends:) Stay active ! Thas the main thing(x Well, what else to say .. My week was okay I guess. Better than usual. Classes are boring except AVID so I have to get used to them. Im doing my work on time and making sure I don't get distracted. I always get hungry in Science xD &thas my 4th period class, right after lunch LOL. Yes, im a weirdo &im proud bxtch ;D LMAO. Sorry, I talk a lot about myself, how was your week sweetie ?;) Teehee. People are changing but I hope for the better [even though it may not seem like it]. Im trying to keep myself on check everyday wit my "everyday schedule" so wanna help out a girl ? Lol. Man, I can't believe I lasted though ! I've always been thinking if im still going to keep "the promise" .. Should I though ? IS it worth it ? *Sigh* .. A month or 2 past .. But im not going to give up until I know the reason why to. No matter what you say or do, I'll always love you. Im not sprung over that much, just a tad bit. I still have those memories in my heart and I always think about those times. Many people remind me about those times but no tear drop falls out of my eyes. I keep them inside cause I guess the pain is worth it ? We did have some pretty good times. *Sigh* I just wonder if it's still worth it &if there is by any chance another second time ... ? Anyways : Supposed to do the "Friday Kick It" but everyone is busy, especially me. I hope to see you ladies tomorrow or next week hopefully ?(; Let's hope ! Lol. Hey, I know im a nerd so tanks for the compliment sweetie ;D Im not conceited, just like to play around a lot at times. Thas why you should get to know me, yes ? Ahaha. Jkeeeeding. Im not forcing you, just asking tankyouverymuch(: But yeah .. So I can say, overall, this week was okay. I hope next week will get a lito better. But I know its going to be hectic wit school work and whatnot. Thas all for now. Stay Focused&Be Positive mmkays kids ?

19

Date : August 20, 2009

Right now ;

"Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it."

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it."

"Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same."

"They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you."

"Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear."

"LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without."

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."

"Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."

"True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life."

"Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt."

"Boys are like stars, there are millions of them out there, but only one can make your dreams come true."

"Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet."

More to come ..
AnnjeanetteLynne ; Status Away Message : "Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it."

[17:53] Brother-In-Law : I love you! =D
[17:53] Brother-In-Law : and i MEAN IT!




_'Cause I couldv'e relate ..

18

Date : August 17, 2009

Freshman Year ! Class of 2010:)

First things first, summer overall was okay but didn't turn out to be what I planned. So, today was first day of Freshman year. I was scared and nervous at first but it wasn't so bad. So when I came to school, I waited for Pamangkin in the back of the high school. OH, did I mention mommy dropped Kuya&I off today ?(; Well, Pamangkin came so we went in the cafeteria to get our schedules. When we were in line, BFFAAE came. Of course I waited for her after I got my schedule. So after we got our schedule, we went outside cause it was crowded and it was almost time to go. So we had to go to Advocacy first. BFFAAE&I had advocacy class together cause of AVID ;D I knew most of the people there of course lol. First period was English. I knew 4 people in that class. I usually don't talk to them but they talked to me so it was okay. Second period was Algebra and BFFAAE&I had that class together too ;D I knew most of the people there. Third period was lunch and I thought I wasn't going to know anyone there but I came across my granddaughter while going to lunch and she said she had lunch wit me so it was all good(: BFFAAE&Pamangkin had fourth period lunch so that was ghey D: Granddaughter was my lunch buddy as well as others. Lunch was soo ghey cause we were so used to having everyone we know at lunch but now its different of course. I knew some guys at lunch who are in different grades which was so weird xD So at lunch, we just kept talking about the classes and gdaughter was criticizing people lmao. Fourth period was Science. I knew some people in that class too. We got our text books and whatnot. Then fifth period was AVID. It was the best ! I will always look forward to fifth period(: Cause I knew everyone there and of course BFFAAE was there too ;D Overall, my day was not exactly what I thought in the beginning but it was okay for the first day, not as bad. Well, I only stay at MTHS for 2 weeks them im moving so its going to be a hassle for me =/ OH, also did I mention I got a haircut over the weekend and new clothes on the weekend ? Well, yes I did(: Lol. Just a reminder, school is beginning so I might not make blogs everyday. Probably Fridays and weekends or so. Of course first year of high school is important so I gotta get my grades up and pass. I just finished my homework and talking to Ate. OMG, it was so weird going to school without Ate&Nerd though ! Im so used to going to school wit them and hanging out wit them and whatnot. But now, without them, I feel different. Well, hopefully we'll get together as usual(: We still have our Friday kick it's so its all good:) Teehee. Well, thas all for now. Stay focused&Be positive mmkays kids ?

17

Date : August 14, 2009

Live It Up, Do It Big ;D

DAMN, what a night I had(x So first is first, Ate&Nerd slept over last night. They came over in the afternoon so we worked out, kicked it and what not. We were mostly in the backyard the whole time xD Overall = FUN ! We had the deep conversation ; half after working out and half at night. I finally got everything off my chest to Ate to tell her what I feel about 'it'. THEN she told me things that I never heard before. I was pissed but oh well, it was 7th grade days. The past was the past, you can't change it now. After diner, we worked out again and stayed outside till 10 pm ish. It felt good outside. A couple things happened out there but you know, over all it was funny. We played truth or dare outside before going back in xD Nerd was going OFF ! She just kept coming up wit the nasty est things ever LOL. So then we got tired and went back in. We washed off before getting ready to watch movies. We watched the movies in my kuya's room cause he wasn't at home, no one could here us scream and then we slept there too xD We watched The Unborn, Uninvited, The Haunting In Connecticut &Saw V. We watched The Hangover after the Uninvited to calm us down xD Damn, we felt successful after we watched all that ! LOL. Of course we drank and what not. We were just so hyper and out of it. We kept eating chips and stuff. Yes, I know, fatties much right ?(: That was my 4th time drinking this summer ! We slept at 5 am cause we passed out xD We were supposed to do a all nighter but I guess we passed out. When we woke up, weirdest shit happened. Nerd had a scare, my head was hurting like fck and Ate didn't remember anythang either ! Lmao. None of us remembered what happened. HANGOVER ! LOL. But, Ate&Nerd left around 5 pm something xD Right now, my head is still hurting and im just waiting for my mommy and kuya to come home. Well, I lived it up last night ;D

Haaaappy Belated 7 Months Best Friend Abraham !

16

Date : August 12, 2009

Living the Single Life

So .. BestFriend broke up wit me last night [Tuesday] around 10 ish ? Yes, I cried but not as much. Yes, I was sad but im getting over it. I just need to think about other stuff for a while. But im just saying ; WOW, 2 break ups in 1 summer ? WHATTA SUMMER HUH ? Yes. Anyways, so I know everything happens for a reason. I knew this was going to happen so at least I knew right ? SAB's though right Khaila ?(x So, this morning [12 - 5 AM] there was supposed to be a meteor shower and Ate, Nerd and I were on the phone. I was looking out the window and they were outside. We didn't see anythang except stars xD Ghey ! LOL. Well, at least I had laughs last night. Tanks to Ate(: She comforted me while I was crying. I know I can always count on her. I was talking to her, deep conversation, and we were helluh thinking. Things were too good to be true. OH, Nerd helped too xD Im tired of life. But no matter what we do, we can't stop life. Its like, impossible. Im tired of hearing the same shit over and over again. Its getting old. Im tired of lies and breaking of promises. PROMISE is a PROMISE. Fck you. I feel like im done but im not. There is something else to do but I dont know. "My heart speaks first and it's telling me to Love You". No matter what I do to forget about everything, there is just that something inside of me that won't let go. What happened to Always&Forever ? It was a lie -_- Not to me, it was forever promise. But to you ? I don't know. I dont know anymore. Its confusing. Imma just keep my head and up still keeping my promise to everyone about that one promise. Even though it may be hard but imma still go for it. No matter how hard I have to try, I want things to be the same like old days. Giving up isn't in my vocabulary, not even in the FAS vocabulary. I thought things would fix itself but, I guess I was the fool. Somethings you have to make it happen and the most important one is that you have to be there. Even though im going through a lot, im still going to put my problems aside for my love ones. No matter what im going through, they are first in my list. Fck my problems, my love ones mean the most to me and its an Always&Forever wit them:) Easier said than done right ? Yes. Just gotta take it one step at a time ;

Haaaappy Birthday SDCMFFAAE/Daughter ! Mahal Kita:)

15

Date : August 11, 2009

Unexpected(x

So, today was ..(x Lol. I thought it was going to be like usual cause mommy didn't go to work. But then when Sebastian was taking his nap and I was going to take my nap, my mommy and daddy called me to go down cause they wanted to talk to me. So first, they asked me about the last kick it wit Danielle&BestFriend Christian. THEN they asked me about HIM. I was like, whattheheck ?! SO RANDOM. I told them about how he used to take me out and take care of me well. They like him(: They APPROVE of HIM. Man, best news(x BUT, im not going out wit him anymore ... After I told them everything, my mommy asked if I wanted to go shopping and of course I said yes ;D I didn't get a lot but just some jeans and shirts. I was happy cause at least I got something new for school:) Lol. So, we only went out for about 2 - 3 hours. After I told them about HIM, I was thinking about how everything used to be when HE was still wit me .. Damn, I miss those days .. Im not giving up though ;D Cause I promised I won't give up. HE was a good boyfriend. I really Love HIM. HE toke care of me well and never did anything that I would think of him as a failure. HE was the best ! A real gentlemen though:) Even though we're not going out, I still think of him as the best. Don't judge me wrong please xD Well, that was basically my day. So short right ? LOL. I promise I'll probably write more some time tomorrow or so ? xD We'll see ;D OH, one more thing ...

Haaaappy Birthday Angeline Sky ! I love you cousin<3