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Look forward to something, Look back at nothing, Live For One Thing. _Brother-in-Law

Happy knowing that he was there for me. Confused on what really is 'there'. Depressed cas I played the game and lost, again. Sad cas now, after all this, I know that im losing them both

I feel stupid for playing the game. I really didn't intend to hurt anyone. Now, just thinking about it. Time to come out clean. I just feel so disappointed in myself. I knew something was gonna happen. But then again, I still went for it. I like him but im starting to feel that 'love' for him again as well. I don't know what to do anymore. Its like every time this happens, im always gonna be the one getting hurt in the end. But its better than having them hurt right ? *Sigh* .. I hate how I can't make up my mind easily. It just gotta be so complicated. I swear, it would only be better if I just concentrated on whats important instead of falling in love again. But .. I don't know. Thas just me. I keep telling myself everything's gonna be okay but I know im just BS'sing myself. Well, all I can do now is come out clean, fix the problem and get over it.

72

Date : August 16, 2010

First Day at Sheldon High School: Sophomore Year ;D

Morning, met up wit Babe and got our schedules. Then he showed me around campus and we just hung out for the time remaining. First period, Piano Lab. I made a new friend lols. She's my partner for piano. Its kinda hard but I have to get used to it and keep up wit the pace. Second period, Japanese. I don't know anyone YET but its cool. Teacher is boring. Hopefully I learn a lot though ! Third period, PE. I have a PE buddy. She's also my walking home and lunch buddy ;D Lols. She's nice. I have other friends that I know in that class too. So its all good. The people I meet introduce me to other people too xD Lols, its all good. After PE is lunch. Got it wit Babe:) We just hang out by the stairs because you can feel the breeze on the hot day lols. Fourth is AP World History. That class is funny :D I have it wit Cutaay too ! Babe walked me to all my classes which was sweet:) BestFriend and I kept trying to find each other but we ended up seeing each other aftah school lols. At least I got to see him. Then walked home a lone since my phone died and didn't know 'walking home, PE, lunch buddy' walked home too D; Overall, day was awesome ;D But helluh miss FAS Ladies ! D; Hopefully see them every Friday ! We'll see:) Stay Focused and Be Positive Kids mmkays ?:)

_Very first DECENT school picture ever !

Sheldon High School Term 1 Schedule

First period : Piano Lab AB
Second period : Japanese 1 P
Third : PE 10-12
Fourth : World History & Modern World

*So HEAVENLY :D. I wonder what lunch period I have though D: I hope I have it wit BestFriend, Cutaay Jessica, Son, and Him.

AND I PROMISE BFF THAT I WOULD FOCUS ON MY STUDIES AND DO WELL<3

Random Post #2 :D

Kuya : "Your lucky. Going to this school. Oooh, filipino football players."
Mommy : "Does your boyfriend go here ?"
Me : "Yeah"
Kuya : "Uh-huh, someone's gonna be cheatin'"
_LMFAO.


Kuya : "I love my Family Guy"
Me : "I love my nuts :D"
Me : *walks away then turns around*
Kuya : 0_0
Me : "My Adobo Flavored NUTS :D"
Kuya : "Aha. I got you. I got you."

_ LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

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Date : August 9, 2010

Confession ? Just blogging.

I may seem like "the innocent lito girl" when we first meet or when you see me. But once you get to know the real me, you will surely be surprised. You would expect me to be the typical Asian kid who gets straight A's, never gets in trouble, would never smoke, drink, always obeys their parents, rich, and overall a good background. Well, that all, isn't true. I confess, I don't get straight A's. I get the typical B's and occasional C's but I strive my hardest to get A's to make my parents happy and also for myself. I don't get in trouble wit them "hard core" shit but I do get in trouble. No, I don't smoke but I do drink. Its not an everyday thing but its a thing that I do when I want to. But I mainly do it when my Kuya offers. Hm, obeying my parents ? Yeah, I do but when they get on my nerves, its like asdfghjkl; -_- Rich ? Aha, thas funny. Since I was lito, we were never rich. We were like middle class; not that poor and not that rich. It still is. I don't really expect much from my parents so I get what I get and I don't complain no matter how horrible it is. I mean, I do but not to the point I get lectured at. My background. Hm, what to say .. It was not what you could imagine. I didn't always get what I wanted. I lived wit what I had. Everyday was the same routine when I was lito and it still is. Kind of. I got into situations that you wouldn't even imagine me being into. I lived in the 415, 650, 510, 707 and now the 916. I moved a bunch of times. It wasn't because of how the house looked it, it was mainly the cost. My family and I aren't those "typical families" that are ohso well wit each other. We have the occasional fights but still love each other unconditionally. I'm not that close to any of my family members actually. I only talk to my brother about certain things but not everything. I don't tell my parents everything that goes on in my life because I know what they would think. I would want to be close to my mommy but its difficult. Its funny how im closer to my Tita and my Cawsin instead of my own parents. I'm pretty decent, chill, understanding, caring and helpful but never really 'happy'. I would always put on that 'fake smile' to make people think I am when im not. I don't like showing that im sad, depressed or even upset because I don't want them thinking much about me. I always put my friends and family first before myself. Whatever situation im in, I always think to myself "stay strong because everything will be alright after." I learn from the best. I have the best Inspirations ever. And I am thankful to have them in my life. Been in and out of love but still hoping. I have problems but I don't go around bugging people about them. There is nothing to be said. I only tell my problems to my mains if needed. Which is not very often. Well, I guess thas all. Let's be friends, yeah ?:) Lols. Stay Focused and Be Positive Kids mmkays ?:)

Update

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*Old Picture(x

Because we're gonna start off fresh:)

July 31, 2010 @ 3:01AM<3

Original Date ; October 14, 2009 @ 3:23PM.

I love you. Always&Forever. I promise.

M.V.+A.F. ;D

Random Post ;D

AIM:
AnnjeanetteLynne status : "Rawr."

[21:24] BFOGF > ;D: Rawr = I love you in dinosaur? LOL!
[21:24] annjeanettelynne: YES ;D
[21:24] BFOGF > ;D: Your status is for me? .
[21:24] BFOGF > ;D: LOLOLOLOL!
[21:24] annjeanettelynne: No xD
[21:24] annjeanettelynne: LMFAO
[21:24] BFOGF > ;D: =O.
[21:24] BFOGF > ;D: =*(.
[21:24] annjeanettelynne: Now look at my status xD
[21:25] BFOGF > ;D: It's the same thing? Lol.
[21:25] annjeanettelynne: I lahv you though !
[21:25] annjeanettelynne: xD
[21:25] BFOGF > ;D: I love you too! =D.
[21:25] annjeanettelynne: I put our conversation xD

[21:27] dani ELLE 9542: PSH!
[21:27] dani ELLE 9542: AJ!
[21:27] dani ELLE 9542: YOUR STATUS IS FOR ME!
[21:27] dani ELLE 9542: LMFAO!
[21:27] annjeanettelynne: LMFAO
[21:27] annjeanettelynne: AHAHA
[21:27] annjeanettelynne: OMG

I LOVE THEM<3

Likes, Dislikes, First Impression, and a Confession of me

[00:05] FawkingAte(:: Like: You're my one and only cute Ading. Dislike: How we hella don't see each other or hang out as much. First impression: Pretty and now my friend. Confession: I hella love you and you're awesome!(:

[00:07] dani ELLE 9542: Like: How you're outgoing, sweet, caring, and got my back ;D Dislike: How you're not sleeping over here at the moment! -__- First Impression: ... I ... HAVE NO IDEA xD Confession: I LOVE your clothes xD

[00:11] BFOGF > ;D: Like: You're deep. Dislike: You're quiet. First impression: Uh-oh. I'm scared. She's going to bite me. Confession: When I talked to you on aim, you were hella mean!

5 Ways to Describe Me :D

[23:39] BFOGF > ;D: Quiet, deep, smart, outgoing, and shy. BOTH work. LOL.

[23:39] BFF !: Cute, outgoing, funny, down to Earth, CUTE

[23:39] FawkingAte(:: Random, funny, weird, loveable, and awesome.

[23:42] Kuya :D: funny,smart,cute,loser,Bestfriend

[23:43] RawritsAlexxxx: Random
energetic
(I haven't spent a lot of time w/ you but you seem like it) fun
Funny
Cute ? if that counts ? xD

[23:45] Jessica ;D: Funny. Nice. Easy to get along with. Smart. And pretttty.

_They are the BEST<3

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Date : July 25, 2010

Update of myself.

Hola. I'm AnnjeanetteLynne. Finally a Sophomore. Going to Sheldon High School. Youngin' at the age 15. Flying solo. Family&Friends mean the most to me in life. FAS Ladies for sure though:) I've been through a lot the past years or so. 3 deaths, moved 3 times, breakups, losing friends, car accident, back surgery and family fights. You can't say 'you know me' if you don't know my whole story. I'm not the type of girl that would do anything to please people. I like to be respected with dignity and pride. I am who I am. You can't change that. Even though I may seem happy and wonderful, deep down, I can be depressed as fuck. I put a fake smile everywhere I go so I won't show the other side of me. I love to help my friends and family wit anything. I'm not as open but I can be trustworthy at all times. I give good advices but I learn from the best. I like being outgoing because staying home bores me. I may not be fascinating but I can be the most truest girl you ever know. Okay, that may be a lie but I can be true if there's no drama between us. I hate [emphases on hate] drama. It just annoys the hell outta me. Please, bring it somewhere else. If I know im right, I won't stop till you agree I am. I can be hard-headed at times but I can work things out easily. My friends think I write "deep" but I just say what things mean to me. I love creative writing. Expressed my emotions at times. I've been in and out of love but when I know its true, I would like to keep it that way. I've been hurt a lot if times but I bounce back up again. I may be shy but once you know the real me, you would be like "omg, this girl is crazy but cool :D". I can guarantee that 100.1%. I love photography and baking. I always tend to bring my camera everywhere [at times] I go just in case a memory needs to be taken. I tend to bake every chance I get wit my Ate Karyz and/or when there is a party. When I grow up, I wanna be successful and make my Mama proud. At times, I may be a "lover not a fighter" but if any by all means, I can fight. I might not be as strong but I fight for whats right. I admit, I talk shit but at least I don't go spreading around rumors that are unnecessary. I am a total neat freak. I like things organized and clean. When it comes to school, I procrastinate A LOT but this year, im going to try and not. Volleyball and basketball are my thing. Played since I was in 3rd grade. I may not be a pro but I can try to be the best. My cell phone is a everyday thing for me. Always need to keep in touch wit my friends if im not on the computer. I can go BI wit my Ate which is fun. I have bi-tendencies but hey, all girls have it too. [Cyndee May, Kathie Pham&Ashely Vee are my girl crushes ;D] I may not be the brightest kid in school but I do learn a lot. Hm .. What else to say ? Music calms me down every time. I love Hello Kitty since I was born. I was born wit a circumstance but I got out safely. Thank God. I'm a Catholic but I don't go to mass as often anymore. Well, I guess thas all to know for now. Stay Focused&Be Positive Kids mmkays ?:)

_I love how this blog is "69" ;D <3

August 2010

*Will be updated once I have other plans.

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Date : July 14, 2010

Update ?

Hola, kamusta ?! ;D Summer's been .. Boring -_- Not how I wanted it to turn out. Hopefully, I do something by the end of the summer that will make up for all my boring days at home. So far, I slept over BFF's house for one week like last year. It was the best ! Got to go around SF where I haven't gone before. It was an amazing week. Kick it wit FAS was fun of course. Got to do the sleep over at Snoopy's house wit Ate and SOB xD Aha, NOT WHAT I EXPECTED but it was funny. Family trip to Reno for 3 days wasn't what I expected but at least I had kind of fun. It was cool overall. Trynna kick it wit Nhia, but failing): Whenever he invites me, I always cancel because my stupid parent. FML moment. Hm .. Let's check over my Summer 2010 list shall we ? I've watched Paano Na Kaya, Valentines Day and Dear John and I loved them :D Well, thas sad, I didn't do much from the list D: I hope I succeed before summer ends. I doubt it. Well, Nhia still owes me a date so we're trynna figure how that is gonna go. And FAS is trynna figure out more kick its before next month since I have a feeling we're ALL gonna be busy next month. Well, I know I am. FAS aren't fading so its all good ;D Got my eyebrows threaded last Saturday and it hurt like a BITCH :O I was LITERALLY crying ! It hurts that much ! Imma try to go shopping for sophmore year next month. Hopefully. But I better D: First started drinking was wit Kuya and he offered ever since when he drinks. I only drink 1 bottle since I get drunk easily xD Lols. I fail :D OH, I found my school books last month ! Lmfao, helluh random but yeah xD I'm going to Sheldon for the rest of my high school year. Trynna start fresh. But hey, I get to see my BestFriend and CFF buddy Jessica agains ! Thas a good thing ;D I missed them ohso much. If you noticed, I got a Facebook since last week because EVERYONE told me to get one so I got annoyed and just got one. Even my family kept telling me to get one. So, THERE YOU GO xD Aha. I'm starting to watch Korean Drama agains because of mommy, Ate and BFFAAE lols. But the one im watching is CUTE ;D Aha. I don't know what else to put so imma just talk random. I bought Pokemon cards my last day at SF wit BFF, BFOGF and BFF's siblings xD AHA. Thas how cool BFF's siblings and I are ;D Gonna get my hair bleached on Saturday ! YAY :D I can't wait ! And plus I want to cut my split ends. They are annoying the crap outta me -__- Friday, planning to go to the State Fair at Arco Arena wit FAS and meet up wit Amy Tran and other MTHS people. Amy Tran was my friend since middle school and she invited me because she wanted to see me again since she missed me(x so it's a good opportunity for the FAS to kick it too. Hm .. What else is happening .. We WERE supposed to go to Canada the first week of August as a family trip but papa doesn't have enough money and daddy doesn't wanna go. I was looking forward to seeing Canada but oh well .. So, instead of Canada, Tita Achie is planning for us to go to Vegas. If we go there, I really wanna drink, meet new people and have helluh fun. BFFAAE is going to Vegas too and probably the same day so I hope things will work out and we get to go to Vegas TOGETHER ;D It's gonna be fun if we do ! Then after Vegas, my family is going to stay at San Diego for a few days because mommy and daddy want to take Sebastian to Legoland. That'll be interesting, aha. Haven't been there since I was .. 5 years old ? So it would be nice to go there agains. This summer, I've been staying up till 3am and waking up at 2pm. Sleeping habits are gonna be screwed once school comes up xD So imma start sleeping early 2 weeks before school starts at it start on August 16th. Ugh, I hate the thought of school -_- ANYWAYS xD Lols. Right now, im just listening to music on youtube, talking to Ate on aim and waiting for Nhia to call. Well, I guess thas all. If any updates, I will blog ;D Stay Focused and Be Positive Kids mmkays ?:)

*Happy 9 months anniversary.

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Date : July 2, 2010

A Heart That Wouldn't Quit.

The feeling of not ready to be let go is the most difficult feeling to acknowledge. Just knowing that the person you were attached to is slipping away from you. But when you know that your really in love, you wouldn't give up on them. You would fight until you are finally settled wit what you started. Just knowing that the other still has the same feelings for you and you have the same should lead up to the greatest. Even though things go down hill, you bring it back up together because if the relationship is worth it, then everything's good. Striving for what you believe in says it all. If you say things will work out, then don't just say it, do something about it. If it really is something worth hanging onto don't ever let go. If your willing to hold onto something for this long that means that your meant to be. And if not, you can always say "I never gave up." Seeing your loved one walk away breaks your heart. But if your other loves you enough, they would come back to you in a heart beat. Even in the smallest situations, you guys will still work things out just to be together. These types of relationships that are worth every single penny are the most memorable and happiest ever. Through the thick and thin, nothing can get in the way of your guys' love for one another. Don't give up on love. If you get your heart broken, your learning to what is to come. You get hurt but get back up and try again.Striving for the better is what you can do. Picking up the pieces to a broken heart can hurt but that's part of life. You can forgive, but never forget. A heart always has hope. Never think that you'll never have another opportunity again.

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Date : July 1, 2010

"I Love You."

Those words. They are the most sweetest words you can ever hear from someone. Family, friends, partner. You mostly hear those words from couples that are in love. But it can also be the most abused word. Some take it for granted. Others, take it to heart. Just hearing someone say "I Love You" makes you smile and you get the happy feeling in your heart. Most young couples say it but don't really realize what it truly means. When you hear those words, the first thoughts are "i love you too". Love is such a wonderful thing. You get that warm feeling in your heart that just feels like sparks. Some may get other feelings too. Those words are the most memorable words. Love. The most sweetest, cherished, heart-warming feeling. Saying those words to someone has to have a meaning to them. When we're really in love we tend to think deeper on the meaning of it and that significant other. At first, when you say it to a person, you don't know what they might say back and your nervous on how they will react. In relationships, some tend to just forget about thinking deep on the meaning and just say "i love you too" so the other person is happy. That shouldn't be the case. If you say it without meaning, don't care to say it at all."I Love You" comes in different meanings. One may be for comfort, second may be for just saying "i care about you" which may not be the appropriate word in this case and third may be sexual passion. Experiencing the words coming out of someone else' mouth is such a big deal. Because love, its a intense feeling. An affection for others. But only you can really express what you feel about it. Emotions, ethics and joy are the key elements of love. "Love means pleasure" but please, don't take it for granted. "I love you" is the most common phrase so far. But is has also been overused. Finally,

There is so absolute meaning of love.

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Date : June 30, 2010

Definition of love=INDESCRIBABLE.

Its a feeling. A great sensation shared by two people. Everyone wants to know what “love” is. There are many ways to express love or even put in words. There is no wrong in loving someone. You are not too young or too old to love. Everyone can do it. May it be to your family, a friend or even to your significant other. People share it everyday. Seeing couples share their love for each other is what you call beauty. Sitting around waiting for his/her call, always happy to see him/her, wit every chance you get wit him/her you make it the best, late night talks, just mentioning his/her name makes you smile, seeing his/her name makes you smile. Even the smallest things from them makes you go wild. The feeling you can’t sleep but think about that person. You would do anything for that person. Your heart racing when your wit that person. All your focus on that person. That special someone. That. That is when you know your in love. Like and Love are two different things. Like is a kind feeling. Or even a friendly feeling. On the other hand; Love is a profoundly tender, a need, passionate affection. We could feel love. Also its the greatest feeling you can ever get. It makes people happy. Knowing that their in love just gives them a good feeling inside and out. Many people nowadays abuse the word. Some, take it to heart. Saying that your in love may or may not be true. You never know until you actually experience it. Some wish upon a star and hope they find true love. Sooner or later, we’ll find that right person. The person who really is meant to be in your life forever. For us kids, we may not be in love but we tend to say so. But later on, we’ll finally experience being in love. We’ll finally experience that happy feeling inside that adults do. In conclusion,

Love is a friendship set on fire.

BestFriend:)

Date : June 30, 2010

Happy Birthday BestFriend ! Miss you and lahv yous:) See you at Sheldon soon ! Hope to kick it wit you too. Have a great day today.

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Date : May 27, 2010

Heeeey, I haven't blogged in a while so imma try to update. R.I.P. Mama , miss you dearly): Always praying for you. Summer break begins ! Passed freshman year strong liked I hoped:) Babe and I are still strong as well, 7months in the making. About to go to frisco soon and kick it wit my st.charles besties. Found my old uniform(x Lols. Birthday passed ; I got an iPhone ;D Lols. I finally got to watch Paano Na Kaya and I have the movie plus the poster :D F.A.S. is still together but kinda slipping apart =/ Hopefully summer will make things better. Trynna find a summer job to get money. Sad part is, im still a minor D; I want to work at frisco but I would need my own place which I don't have. Cawsin and I already settled on our new haircut and hopefully things work out lols. Gonna look for asian but cute as well, teehee:) Weather here in Sacramento is bipolar as fck -_- Kinna missin' the hot ass weather in this time of the year. Still kinna stressin' wit those family drama shit. But pullin' myself together everyday as always. Well, I guess thas all ? Oh yeah. IMMA SOPHMORE ;D Kbye !

Pwuahaha.

Passed 4th term strong wit 2 A's, 1 B and 1 C :D Im so proud of myself ! Omg, this made my day lols.

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Date : May 2, 2010

WHOAH, it's been a while since I blogged. Whas good ?

Saawp ? Typical Sunday much. Boring but chill ? Well, too many things went on the last time I blogged. So, its 4th term and I think 4 weeks left till school's ovah ? AND SUMMER STARTS ;D I already have plans so its all good:) FAS is still awesome as always. Kickin' it once in a while but cherishing those moments. Babe&I are getting stronger every day. 7months this month:) Helluh plans for this week D: Pamangkin's birthday on Wednesday, Confirmation practice Thursday, Confirmation on Friday and Sonia's Quince on Saturday. Well, at least all of these events will keep me occupied right ? Lols. OH, mommy went to the Philippines last night. Imma miss her): She's gonna be there for 2 weeks so she's coming back May 13th. I get to sleep in my parents room nows xD Lmao. Because dad is sleeping in Sebastian's room just in case. So I have rights to the computer now :D Lols. Now im taking advantage before mommy comes back xD Ugh, school tomorrow -__- I have to get my grades up before school year ends. AND I have to find my freakin' school books still -__- I'm pissed. All im thinking about is the parties imma attend to and SUMMER BREAK :D Lols. Also, imma be working this summer at Kohls for money because I need money obviously. I finished 5 books so far this school year xD I sound like a nerd but hey, its all Nicolas Sparks books ;D Lols. I still needah find another book -__- OMG, so like I was shopping wit mommy on Friday since we didn't have school and guess who I saw ? HIM. I was like WTF. I helluh pointed him out to mommy xD I was shocked kind of-ish ? He was wit the Mexican bitch so that wasn't a surprise. He ruined my day. But then I bought clothes and started forgetting about him so it was okay. OH, I bought my dress for Sonia's quince like last week ? When I went to Fairfield xD Lols. Its pretty:) Mommy bought it for me too(x Lols. And then she bought me shoes to go wit it since mommy, tita achie, tita ada, and mama didn't think I should wear my white flats since "it didn't go wit it". Khaila and I were just laughing when they told me xD Lols. But yeah, I can't wait starting Thursday:) Sadly, Shawn and Pamangkin can't come to my Confirmation because Shawn has his prom and Pamangkin has her Data graduation): Oh well, hope they have fun. Imma take lots of pictures for Pamangkin as well(x Lols. I don't know why but I wanna go party nows xD Lmfao. Helluh random but yeah. I don't know, im just weird ;D Kuya finally got his car last month. Its blue but nice I guess ? Lmao. So he drives me places nows xD I can't wait till July or so :D I get to get my highlights when mommy's friend comes back from the Philippines so YAY :D Lmao. Dirty blond ;D Babe thinks it looks cute when girls have highlights so I was like okay ? Aha, I wanted to get highlights even before he told me that xD 21 days till my birthday:) Teehee. I don't wanna be conceited like my boyfriend so I don't really talk about how my birthday is coming up xD Lols. I'm so bored right now. Might take a shower soon. So, I watched Dear John Friday night and I cried because it was sad D: I WAS gonna watch it wit Babe but he couldn't come over and I couldn't go to the movies wit him, his sister and her boyfriend sadly. But hope he had fun:) *AHEM*FAITHFUL*AHEM*:) Lols. Did I mention he has a phone now ? Lols. He got it like 3 days after his birthday I think ? Lols. But yeah, we get to text, at times now. His phone is nice though, a touch screen too D: I'm jealous xD Lols. I hope my mommy buys me a new phone in the Philippines xD Lols. AND Ate got her phone back like 3 days after her birthday too so thas good lols. I use Tumblr now so I don't really go on Blogspot as much anymore(x Check out my tumblr though. Well, the FAS tumblr ;D I'm so tired of typing now xD Imma go watch tv now :D Ttyl:)

Fa's project

Tumblr.

Because I was bored and decided to make a tumblr ? Lols. Yeah xD Follow !

rawritsthafas.tumblr.com

Confirmation/Sonia's Quence ?

Dress 1 or 2 ?












Still looking, not sure yet. I don't have to decide until end of April though. Any ideas ? Get at me:)

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Date : March 6, 2010

2010 GOALS;

_Date wit Babe
_BIG events wit FAS
_San Francisco wit FAS
[021410]Carnival wit FAS
[w/mexasian030510]_Movies wit FAS
_Sleep over SOB's house wit FAS
_Shopping wit FAS
_Lent; Stop procrastinating !
_Watch these movies
[021310]>Time Travelers Wife
>Paano Na Kaya
>Dear John
>Valentines Day
>When In Rome
_More pictures wit FAS
_Learn to breakdance
_Learn to play one song on the piano :D
_Don't give up cwalking !
[Gizela 020710]_Hang out wit old friends

*I'll add more later ;D

My Calendar; May2010

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Date : March 6, 2010

Updating for this week ?

So, this week was finals week. &yes I passed as you can see on my last blog. Lols. Kickin' it wit my two Kuya's and BFFAAE is always fun. Different adventures everyday:) I fail during Lent xD I can't stop procrastinating because its a habit for me. But I have to try to stop once in a while. Hm .. What else happened .. Got to kick it wit Babe on Thursday. Friday, went to the movies wit BFFAAE, Sonia, Monique and my Kuya's. Watched Alice In Wonderland lols. Appearantly, its my Kuya's favorite movie now xD Aftah the movie, we just hung out in the theaters. BFFAAE, my Kuya's and I did our contest, "Who can hold ice on their hands the longest" lmfao. SOB won D: Snoopy was in second place, BFFAAE and I were last but I was the loser D: Ghey lols. Oh well, it was stupid but hilarious. 8 more days of CFF classes :D Babe's birthday is coming up next month. Then its Ate's. Then Pamangkin's. Then mine. Then SOB's. Then BFFAAE's. Helluh events coming up in May ! Friday is the last kick it till May. We are gonna lay off kickin' it because their is helluh events in May. I'll post a calendar later :D Lmao. Well, imma go to CFF soon. OH, im done wit 3rd term ! One more term left then im done wit Freshman year :D Dang, helluh fast though :O Lols, thas all for now:) Follow me on my 365project.

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Date : March 6, 2010

GOOD NEWS :D

I passed all my finals wit a B ! My science grade went up from a D- to a C because Fa and Hao tutored and helped me wit my study guide that we got to use on the test :D Thanks to them, I don't have to retake General Science sophmore year ! YAY:) Omg, I was so scared I was gonna fail and would have to retake it but NOPE ;D Ahaha. Yay me ! ANDANDANDANDANDAND ! I passed my Speech Proficiency in English ! I don't have to take it anymore in high school :D I'm so happy ! Ahaha. Well, thas all wit good new. Ttyl:)

Asian Much:)

Because my brother and I were bored and helluh hyper and wanted to play around wit Picasa lmao.

59

Date : February 24, 2010

Because when your ready to talk, step up.

It's hard when people don't take you seriously. But then again, if your playing around, they assume pretty much the opposite of what's suppose to be "funny". I hate how people get all serious and then assume shit in a stupid situation. Like really though, you can work it out calmly. There shouldn't be anymore complications when working things out. Act your age. People say that because you shouldn't act like a lito kid anymore. Yeah, I confess. I act immature at times but I step it up sooner or later. I know how to act so I don't need anymore comments. I love helping people in tough situations just to make them happy. Even if I have to suffer, I still help. But if you want me to help, you also have to be the bigger person in the situation. Fuck that kid shit. It's all about the real world. I may be a bitch at times but I say whats on my mind. You should do that to. Don't even be a bitch and say "its all your fault". Helluh shady. Freal though, try being a lito more mature about things. Even though things may be bothering you, stop acting all emo and shit just because your sad. Be optimistic. Yeah, you can hide it inside but feel happy on the outside so there won't be anymore mishaps. If your in a situation that involves talking it out wit the other person, why don't you just do that than just being a bitch about it. I'm tired of people talking shit. Gets me annoyed. Thas all I wanted to get off my mind .. Might add more later.

58

YES ! Downloading Picasa agains :D I helluh miss it though D:
Helluh random but it's worth sharing ;D Yes, im weird<3

56

Date : February 24, 2010

Making a decision ? xD

So, people at school said I should get a Tumblr. Same shit as this though xD Hm .. Whas your opinion ? Lols. 2 people told me to keep blogspot because its .. Me ! Aha. Well, still gonna decide. I have a myspace [boring], aim, friendster, yahoo, youtube, 365project, tokbox and thas about it. Hit me up on anythang ? ASK ;D

55

Date : February 23, 2010

"Fuck the bitch, I don't need this shit. Imma live life to the fullest and have NO regrets.":)

So, next week is my last week at Monterey Trail. Hope to go to Sheldon though. Florin's wack. No offense Ate ;D Lols. Lent started, im giving up procrastinating. Yes, hard but imma have to try hard. Hanging out wit the my mains aftah school. Pretty chill though so its all good. Drama flowing but I tend to always try to get out of it. Getting my grades up before next week. Luckily SOB and Snoopy are trying to help me in General Science(x SOB is pedo for lito kids at McDonald's ! Lmfao.Confirmation on May 7th ! Yes, mains are going ;D Whoo hoo ! Lols. Babe&I are trying hard not to fade. But I still love him a lot. Always&Forever right ?<3>:D Lmao. I've been waking up in the middle of the night nowadays. Don't know why but its ghey =/ Well, thas all for an update right ? Remember to follow me on my 365project:)

54

Date : February 20, 2010

Because its the fact that he's back ..

So, everything goes great and all of a sudden .. BAM, he's back. Why is this happening ? I know he would come back but why soon ? Why now ? Why ? There's so many questions going through my mind and I just don't know how to figure things out. This week was a total bust. Well, yesterday was great. Except the fact that babe and I fought and it was the scariest night ever for me .. It's all because he's back. I knew this would happen. Things won't be the same. How do I know ? I can feel it. Because its the fact that we ALL reacted the same when we found out. Shocked. Scared. Mad. What else ? How else can we express our feelings ? Venting ? Of course, for me. Wow. Only a week passed since I blogged and A LOT of shit happened. I guess a lot can happen in one week. Stressful isn't it ? I'm hopping things can straighten out soon. Wow, and more things start reveling to me. People need to start realizing the big responsibilities to their faults. I mean sure, you didn't know it at first but now, you need to start growing up and realize what's happening now. Really though, I can help but you need to tell me everything that happened. It's nice how he wants to be friends still. Still scared what might happen when I introduce him to babe though. Shit might happen and I don't want it to happen. Still trynna straighten things out wit babe. He wants to kick it Friday so we'll see if he really comes this time. Well, thas all for now. To be continued ? ..

53

Date : February 15, 2010

Updating ?

Valentines&4 months was yesterday:) Had helluh fun wit fas ! We went to the viet carnival and just hung out for 5 hours lols. Babe gave me a big card, a rose and a gorilla lols. Its cuteeee ! :D I just had helluh fun. Got to see some people from school and especially Sean, the guy I met at Florin homecoming. Lols. Ate and I went on the ferris wheel wit Sean and Justin, her other friend. It was hilarious ! Lols. Hope to have many more fun memories wit the fas this year. Other than that, babe and I are planning to go on a date on Friday to the movies and watch Dear John:) Hope we get to though. We haven't spend time alone in a while so yeah. Too much drama this year. Hope things shape up soon. Family is okay so far. Still in "trouble" for running away. Trynna make family issues less now. Still have goes for this year that I really need to succeed in ! Lols. Well, thas all for now. Remember, follow me at my 365project:)

52

Date : February 13, 2010

Haaaappy 1 year&1 month Best Friend<3

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51

Date : February 1, 2010

Convo wit Cawsin:)

[16:56] annjeanettelynne: Heeeey,
[16:57] KhailaZherine: Heyy sawp ?
[16:57] annjeanettelynne: Bored D:
[16:57] annjeanettelynne: Yous ?
[16:57] KhailaZherine: LOL whys that ? Talkina Alex
[16:57] annjeanettelynne: Im bored !
[16:57] annjeanettelynne: How are you and him ?
[16:57] KhailaZherine: Lexy(: 4:57 pm
(4:57:09 PM): did i tell u that

(4:57:15 PM): u looked cute today?
[16:57] KhailaZherine: thats how we are
[16:57] KhailaZherine: xD
[16:58] KhailaZherine: how are you and nhia ?
[16:58] annjeanettelynne: Lols awh
[16:58] annjeanettelynne: Only see each other once a week
[16:58] KhailaZherine: Aww Well that's the kinda love you gotta know is strong(:
[16:58] annjeanettelynne: Yeah
[16:58] annjeanettelynne: &i only talk to him when we kick it
[16:58] annjeanettelynne: His sister is really strict
[16:59] KhailaZherine: wtffff gayness tho
[16:59] annjeanettelynne: Yeah
[16:59] annjeanettelynne: We dont have those "all night talks" anymore like last time ,
[16:59] annjeanettelynne: But i guess its w/e
[16:59] annjeanettelynne: now
[17:00] KhailaZherine: welllll if yer ever unhappy
[17:00] KhailaZherine: dont overcommit yerself
[17:00] KhailaZherine: alright ?
[17:00] KhailaZherine: Cause we're still SO young
[17:00] annjeanettelynne: Im not "unhappy", im just saying, might be best this way
[17:00] annjeanettelynne: So we could both concentrate on whats important for now
[17:01] KhailaZherine: whatevers good with you mmk ? (: if ever you know yer cawsins here ! =D
[17:04] annjeanettelynne: Lols I know(:
[17:05] KhailaZherine: Haha so hows school ?
[17:11] annjeanettelynne: Eh, okay I guess ahaha
[17:11] annjeanettelynne: You ?
[17:11] KhailaZherine: it was pretty good, I'm laggin in some classess
[17:12] annjeanettelynne: Same,
[17:12] KhailaZherine: C- in Conceptual physics x.x
[17:12] annjeanettelynne: Whas that ? o.o
[17:12] KhailaZherine: its like a step down from biology, but its a college course class T_T
[17:13] annjeanettelynne: Im guessing its hard o.o
[17:13] KhailaZherine: yes, our teacher yells formulas at us.
[17:13] KhailaZherine: haha
[17:14] annjeanettelynne: LMFAO @
[17:14] annjeanettelynne: *!
[17:14] KhailaZherine: HAHA yesss! Today he snapped his meter stick on the table. He was like ITS NOT FUNNY
[17:14] KhailaZherine: haha I was dying. XD
[17:15] annjeanettelynne: LMFAO !
[17:15] KhailaZherine: I waslike . lolyernotserious.
[17:15] KhailaZherine: xD
[17:16] annjeanettelynne: Ahaha WOW
[17:16] annjeanettelynne: NICE TEACHER xD
[17:16] annjeanettelynne: LOLS !
[17:17] KhailaZherine: HAHAH (:
[17:17] KhailaZherine: I like how I'm your status
[17:17] KhailaZherine: xD
[17:18] KhailaZherine: He shows us tapes about this dude teaching us about atoms, but the guy looks like a fkin RAPIST
[17:18] annjeanettelynne: AHAHA !
[17:18] annjeanettelynne: You sure it isn't Zhane ?
[17:18] annjeanettelynne: Lmao xD
[17:19] KhailaZherine: LMFAO HAHA ouhhh I'm telling! jkjk haha
[17:19] KhailaZherine: Maybe it is...
[17:19] KhailaZherine: XD
[17:19] KhailaZherine: "IT*
[17:19] KhailaZherine: XD
[17:19] KhailaZherine: "ITTTTT"
[17:19] KhailaZherine: haha
[17:19] annjeanettelynne: Don't worry, zhane knows she's pedo ;D
[17:19] annjeanettelynne: LMFAO !
[17:19] KhailaZherine: LMAO
[17:19] KhailaZherine: so ar eyou! hahaha!
[17:19] KhailaZherine: LOOK AT THE CUTE LITTLE BOY!
[17:19] KhailaZherine: xD
[17:21] annjeanettelynne: SHUT UP ! LMFAO XD
[17:21] KhailaZherine: hahaha yeauh. Didn't forget. LOL
[17:21] KhailaZherine: omg
[17:21] KhailaZherine: today
[17:21] KhailaZherine: in pe
[17:21] KhailaZherine: my teacher
[17:21] KhailaZherine: was bouta pair me up with nick
[17:21] KhailaZherine: cause me and nick were alone
[17:22] KhailaZherine: I was like umm no.
[17:22] annjeanettelynne: Brb gonna ... WTFAWK ?!
[17:22] KhailaZherine: LOL
[17:22] annjeanettelynne: Anyways, brb gonna eat xD
[17:22] KhailaZherine: and nick walked away
[17:22] KhailaZherine: HAHA
[17:22] KhailaZherine: n I was like
[17:22] KhailaZherine: HELL NO
[17:22] KhailaZherine: haha mm
[17:22] KhailaZherine: mmk
[17:25] annjeanettelynne: Wait, im not eating yet xD
[17:25] annjeanettelynne: I was but mommy's not done doing whatever she's doing xD
[17:25] annjeanettelynne: Who was your partner then ?
[17:25] KhailaZherine: LOL
[17:25] KhailaZherine: I went with seth
[17:25] KhailaZherine: and stuff
[17:25] KhailaZherine: xD
[17:25] annjeanettelynne: Lols nice
[17:25] annjeanettelynne: Shoot, imma save this convo xD
[17:26] KhailaZherine: LOL
[17:26] KhailaZherine: and frikken
[17:26] KhailaZherine: Matt
[17:26] KhailaZherine: Nicks friend was like
[17:26] KhailaZherine: HEY KHAILA LOOK HERE
[17:26] KhailaZherine: and I wa slike
[17:26] KhailaZherine: HELL NO
[17:26] KhailaZherine: and walked away
[17:26] KhailaZherine: lol
[17:27] annjeanettelynne: WOW
[17:27] annjeanettelynne: xD
[17:27] annjeanettelynne: He's uglay to look at anyways(:
[17:27] KhailaZherine: hahahaha and I didnt look at that fucker . (:
[17:27] KhailaZherine: LOL
_We talked more but it was loooong ;D

50

Date : January 20, 2010

I feel loved<3

[20:03] ninjaboyfa: We need more one on one talk like this, Idk it feels like your a mother figure to me right now
[20:03] ninjaboyfa: Idk why*

[20:08] babyycakesx33333: even though I just met you
[20:08] babyycakesx33333: I tell
[20:08] babyycakesx33333: people that
[20:08] babyycakesx33333: your my best friend

[20:06] Ate Karyz:) : I LALALOVE YOU!!!!!

Merry Christmas&Happy Holidays 2009 by annjeanette · 365 Project

Merry Christmas&Happy Holidays 2009 by annjeanette · 365 Project

49

Date : January 9, 2010 !

A NEW BEGINNING<3

DAMN, I haven't blogged since November xD Helluh shit been getting in the way so im sorry for not blogging in a while. Here's some updates :D December : My Christmas break was so better than the other years xD Had helluh memories wit Babe<3 I went to Frisco 3 days straight wit mommy(x . I helped mommy wit her Adopt-the-family give away. I also met her new intern, she's pretty ;D We bonding a bit and whatnot lols. Got to kick it wit Christian&Danielle my last day there. I went shopping of course to buy their presents lols. Christmas was UBERFUN:) Cousins came over and whatnot. Had the same "2 parties" like 2 years ago. I got everything I wants; Family&friends. Teehee:) New Years was also fun wit the cousins at Fairfield. Played Taboo wit the family and it was kids vs. adults xD Sadly, adults won): Lols. It was still fun though. Count down started and everyone was watching tv for the count down. January : Texted friends saying "Happy New Years:)" Cawsin&I drank like everyone else ;D Oliver gave us mixed beers and wine xD It was our first time cause he was nice enough to let us lols. He got drunk and it was funny. I got to sleep over cawsin's apartment. Talked to babe on the phone as well that day:) First time I drank more than him lols. Slept like at 3 something in the morning and had to wake up at 7 to go to Fairfield. Went back home at like 12 or so. My new year started okay. But then, last kick it of the year was THABEST<3 Got to hang out wit our lito "groupy" lmfao. Stayed out till 11:30pm. Damn, super fun ;D School started on the 4th. New classes but .. Babe doesn't go to mths no more): He had his 3rd week off. He's gonna start going to Sheldon High School D; But hope we see each other aftah school. Well, thas all for now. Start making many memories this year and don't regret anything. Live your life;) Stay Focused&Be Positive Kids mmkays ?

Updates of me; http://365project.org/annjeanette/365/2009-12-25